happiness?

i don't know what i should be feeling right now. i feel amazingly happy but yet i'm still crying. i wonder how we would be life if i didn't break up with you and just simply waited for things to clear up? i love you with all my heart, i can't get you out of my head, you're all i think about and i wonder if you still think about us. i've been trying so hard to prove to you that i can do this, that i can bring us back on a positive note -- not by using old past memories or making you feel bad for me, but to show you the me that you fell in love with, the guy you said this to,

e (1:15:50 AM): I loooove you. =)

e (1:16:26 AM): don't worrry I won't go nowhere. I'll stay here with you forever.

i miss you saying that kind of stuff to me and actually meaning it. if we do get back together, i want to strengthen our relationships from any hardship -- so if anything comes our way, we can flick it away without any worries or doubts.

i feel like things are finally clearing up
with us and we're almost at the finish line
but i want to cross it together no matter what

i know we talked about meeting
at the end but how about we get there
with each other

"there are no limits"